guardians_song (guardians_song) wrote,
guardians_song
guardians_song

So I just realized something

Part of the problem from my having a hysterical temperament wasn't just that I got hurt with great ease, it was that I could get riled up with equal ease. And that put me at the mercy of anyone who could get me riled up.

So the rage was as much a weakness as the oversensitivity.

I feel so much better now for having realized this, I can't even tell you.

I don't know quite why it makes me feel better... but it does.

Anyway, the pleasant effects will probably wear off by next morning, but it's nice for the moment. I just... hm. I'm going to sit here and think about this for a while. This entry is mirrored at http://guardians-song.dreamwidth.org/233669.html. Comment wherever you like. Just remind me to get off the internet and do my homework.
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